ok so I figure I will write more today, I haven’t said much at all lately.

My back hurts. So bad. I should probably go back and get more x-rays and see if those bitchin’ discs in my back are slipping anymore. I haven’t checked up on it in a few years. I’m about to take some medicine and hope it stops hurting me.

Pick-up line of the day: It went something like this–

Guy: How are you?
Me: I’m alright, how are you?
Guy: not half as good as you look…

OH Walgreens customers…you never cease to amaze me. I have to give him props though…I’ve never heard that one before, even though it is still douchetastic. hehe.

Lately, I have been pretty awesome. I just have a couple people who are annoying me and I feel like I am being too nice about it. I know people think I can be mean, but, really, I can’t be THAT mean. I want to tell a couple people what I really think. What I REALLY think about them and the things they do/have done. Why can’t I? I feel like life might be 3 times better if I did. I mean, shit…I should be able to do that.

In other news, I almost flipped out hardcore style on that annoying asshole temp manager. I did flip out but I didn’t flip out as much as I wanted to. I hate assholes. I hate cocky bastards. I cannot stand them. I’d be able to stand them if they didn’t try to converse with me. Usually I can ignore cocky fucktard assholes but, of course, I can’t this one because he is somewhat above me in the Walgreens ladder of fuckers. I just wish he would leave already. SHIT…how long is temporary? Its been over a month now. Ridiculous. –However, I think I did shock him. I don’t think he thought I’d tell him what I thought of him. But I don’t like people like him and he wouldn’t stop being a rude dick bag…so I had to.

I used to really like Walgreens. Anymore, though, I can’t stand the freaking place. It is going to shit because of the people they have hired and the managers who don’t give a hell about the crap that’s going on in each of the departments. I don’t like lazy people. I can be lazy, in my free time…which is completely understandable. But I am not when I am at work and I get so pissed off at people who don’t do what they are being paid to do. I feel like I need a cut of some of these idiots paycheck because I am doing their job and mine. again, ridiculous.

so I would like to explain, in detail, how horrible my day at work was today.  But I cannot find the words to properly express the way today went so I offer you this in explanation of today:  FUCK IT!

I really dislike many kinds of people…this is, of course, to be continued.  :)

I’m listening to Ozma. I haven’t listened to them in so long. They make me think of 2003. I love it. It’s such happy music. I can’t believe 2003 was four years ago. That’s just crazy talk.

I am off today. I have been doing some cleaning. It is much needed. This is just a little break I decided to take from it.

I still can’t get over how awesome Ozma is.

I wan’t Kyndl to come visit me muy mal.

I have nothing interesting to say whatsoever.

Sometimes when I think about certain things concerning certain people in certain situations I get seriously pissed off.  I think a lot of “people” have a lot of nerve.  I get so tired of people.  I don’t even know how to explain it.  If it was acceptable behavior I would probably rip some people’s heads off.  And I would only do it because they honest to God deserved it.  Why do people like to fuck things up and complicate shit when it could be completely avoided?  I’m so fucking sick of it.  I am also so fucking sick of how nice I am when I really don’t have to be.  When I have every reason in the damn world to not be.  Why am I so nice?  It’s so ridiculous.  So many times I should tell “people” to fuck off.  But do I?  No.  Should I?  Yes.

I’m so fucking annoyed of it.

I’m so fucking tired of it.

I

want

to

be

able

to

be

a

MEAN

BITCH.

I haven’t written in a while because I haven’t really felt like it. Not that my life has been lacking interesting things. It is actually quite confusing right now. Which is why I probably avoid writing about it. I also don’t really feel like writing about the confusing parts so I will stick to the basics:

Yesterday some guy used one of the lamest pick-up lines in the book. It kind of made me sick.

I usually don’t care about what customers randomly ramble about as they go through my line. They like to talk about their lives and I honestly don’t care about their lives…but yesterday an older-ish lady told me that her dog recently died. A week ago I think. It wasn’t sitting with her too well because she had watery eyes. Then she started telling me what happened and how long she had had the dog. And she started crying. I felt like crying. I felt so sad for her. It was a Doxen. I wish it was still alive. I don’t like seeing people hurting.

I think I have been making some mistakes these past few days.

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Can you hold on while I take hold of myself
Can you hold on while I take hold of myself
You’re the little thing, my saving grace
You’re just a little thing, my saving grace

So I worked today.  It, of course, is Sunday.  I hate working on Sunday.  It is the worst day to work at WG, yada yada yada.  WELL today was spectacular.  Instead of 99% customers being assholes only about 15% really pissed me off.  I am elated.  I don’t really know why I was in such a good mood today.  Maybe it was all the wonderful caffeine I had or maybe Jesus just decided to give me a break from all the normal assholes because he was afraid I would kill someone.  Who knows…maybe it was a combination of the two.

HOWEVER, I cut my finger with scissors today.  I was trying to cut apart some newspapers and I guess my finger got between the blades instead of the thing I was trying cut and I sliced my finger instead.  It bled a lot.  THEN the asshole temp manager made a fucking joke about it and laughed at me.  I cannot stand that guy.  ok.

Today is nice.  Everyone is busy.  I need a swinging partner.  :)

I got my hair cut Thursday. I am partial to it. I feel like I look younger than I ALREADY looked. What a sham. Now I am “cute”. ick. I hate that word.

Anyways–I don’t really feel like working tomorrow. Sunday is the worst day of the week to be working at Walgreens. If you don’t work there you wouldn’t understand, now would you?

I’m fricken hungry…I think I might wait until Victoria gets off of work and then go eat with her. But she doesn’t get off until ten pm. damn. Why does everyone have to work when I don’t? I want to go play outside. Damn everyone and their jobs.

yeah…

I’ve been listening to Rilo Kiley a lot again. They are so good, it almost hurts. :)

Shooter comes out tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I got my hair cut. Thank goodness. I felt like a cut was definitely needed. I still don’t know if I am going to get it colored or not soon. I did have my mind made up that I was going to, but I am kind of digging my hair color. Brown is a pretty rad hair color, I think. And if you don’t think so–Fuck Ya!

I really like life right now. I’ve met some pretty cool people these past few months. I’ve also fired a few negative not so cool people from my life as well. So I feel rather balanced in that department.

The weather is el wonderful. I want to swing but everyone thinks they are too damn old and grown up to swing. Fuck that. I will never be too old or grown up to swing. I don’t want to grow up. I like parks I also like people who like parks.

I ate some semi-wonderful chinese food today. It wasn’t too bad but it definitely wasn’t the best I’ve had. Taco bell might have been a better choice, but oh well.

As a random side note I don’t like it when people get people to do things for them. It’s so cowardly. Some guy had his friend/kind of my friend too ask me on a date for him. Even if I was semi-interested in going on a date with the person if they can’t ask me themselves then I’m pretty damn certain it’s not going to go down. We aren’t in seventh grade anymore if you can’t ask me yourself then it’s probably not a good idea. So that was a nice laugh and a big negative. Do your own “dirty” work. Am I THAT intimidating? SHIIIIT. :) I don’t try to be.

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Now don’t fool yourself
Into thinking you’re more than a man
Because you’ll probably end up dead

I’ve been doing things that are a little out of character lately.  I need to stop.  I am going to stop.

I already wrote a blog today…but I am going to dedicate this one to saying how awesome Hellogoodbye’s lyrics are.  It’s dissapointing that they sound so much like Ozma’s in every way but that doesn’t take away the fact the they are amazing lyrics.  They are so cute and sweet and fun.  And they make me smile:

Oh Angie
You’re such a funny girl
When will you find Mr. right?
You and me
We should make plans
For the movies on Saturday night

You could bring your boyfriend who doesn’t know
That he’s your boyfriend… shoot

Ohh Angie you and me

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Singing songs for Lindsey Pai
Tell her how she caught my eye
Let her know how it’s been so long
Since first impressions seemed so strong

I don’t know what to say or do
Every feeling feels so new
It’s doubtful that I’ve got a chance
to get this girl to come and dance

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You take a seat right next to me
And I take my Lit notes nervously
I’ve gotta stay calm, I just want you to stay
I am always daydreaming
Hoping you’ve dreamt of the same thing
I’ve gotta stay calm, I don’t want this to change

I’ve been assuming everything
Hoping you’ll soon mean everything
I’ve gotta stay calm, I want this to be real
I don’t think you’re into me
But truely, that’s okay with me
I’ve gotta stay calm and find out how you feel

So if you wanna say “I-I-I like you”
I might feel just like you
If you choose-choose not to
I knew you-you would

Sometimes I think I am out of my league
And then sometimes I think I can dream
Sometimes I wish I could be the one fish
That you choose out of all in the sea

Come on people, you know those are effing too awesomely cute.  oooooh how cute.  I want to meet this boy who wrote these, he’s gotta be great! :)